::01 june 2009::

assalamualaikum wbt.. sbg tazkirah utk sy n kwn2.

* Allah S.W.T telah menyembunyikan redha-Nya dalam taat.

* Allah S.W.T telah menyembunyikan murka-Nya di dalam maksiat.

* Allah S.W.T telah menyembunyikan nama-Nya yang Maha Agung di dalamAl-Quran.

* Allah S.W.T telah menyembunyikan Lailatul Qadar di dalam bulan Ramadhan.

* Allah S.W.T telah menyembunyikan solat yang paling utama di dalam solat(yang lima waktu).

* Allah S.W.T telah menyembunyikan (tarikh terjadinya) hari kiamat di dalam semua hari.

tbe2 terstop sbb rmi org msk blek smbil wish besday..ops..its my 20th besday..sume org bwk belon srg stu..adeh..terharu2..sob2..thanx kwn2!n here it is..

xckp 20bjik.ade 15 jek gmba.in reality.ade 17.tp spttnye ade 20..wahaha phm x?xpela.ni blog sy.sy srg je phm pon xpe..=p..4 sure yg farah n mira xde..lg 3org xdpt nk detect sape pny..but.xkesah la 15 k 20 k.plg pntg thanx korang!huhu.belon2 tu tmnkn sy tdo smbel meletop2.smlm je da pch 2bjik.yg etty pny blm ape2 da pch..pstu lg due meletop tym sy tgh tdo..kesian neighbours ak..wahaha..okei dipendekkan citer..diorg dtg blk utk wsh besday..n bergambar kjp..den bersurai..pstu dgn dikelentong oleh azurin sy dibwk trn k ground floor utk event sterusnye (yg mne xterfkir dek akalku tym tuh)..event ape lg kn..mstila tiup2 lilin..nyanyi..mkn2..n above ol..BERGAMBAR!!!hoho kami gembire.saye gembire.

nk ckp gk kt cni..dt wz my 1st tym eva celbrte ngn kwn2..bes sgt..b4 ni kt umah je sbb dtkdirkn 01jun nih tym cti skola mid year.hari gawai.n xdilupekan besday ydp agong (kdg2.sy pon plk adekh sume agong dlahirkn awl bln 6.lol) thats da scenario when im at malaysia back then.now im at new zealand.but still.01june is their QUEEN's birthday.wat???queen ok! lalalala..so its holiday today.ade byk sale.up to 70% off.50% off.buy 1 get 1.n ol those stuffs which might drive me crazy.tp......afte nearly 4hours pusing2 dressmart.i ended up buying nothing.wat da heels!!notin can hold my breath up.notin can get my eyes stuckin on dem.n there is notin at all (yg i suke la).absolutely.believe me.new zealand is not da right place if u wanna spend ur money on fashion.tp xpe.kwn2 sy da mmbli dgn jyenye.syabas kwn2! azurin is stil an expert when it comes to 'save' money(jgn marah nek,nnt cpt tue haha)..naek bas.kmi pulang.perot da menyanyi2.kpale da pening.bdn da tketar2 kesejokan.solat asar.solat maghrib.smbil perot meragam mntk mknan.in fact, smbel tggu asar da tpkse mnum susu sket.sbb rse da xselesa.rse nk muntah n mcm2.bahana jln2 window shoppin xingt mkanan.dunia stil ingt okeh.n here is my mkanan afte starving sickly.

1 cup of green tea without sugar whch is healthy enough.

1 bowl of maggie ayam which is not good.

sedikit prawn sambal.sekadar utk bgi rse.

ops..b4 megi rendam tuh msk.
a slice of tiramisu cake.i made it myself (dgn pertolongan nik.thanx nik)
so.dat was my superhealthy dishes on my 20th besday.thanks to Allah.megi is stil a fud afte ol.da lma xmkn megi.mengenyangkan.it just megi xbgos sbb byk msg kot.nth.i dont care.haha protku is not protmu.tp sume ni pnjaman ILAHI.alhamdulillah...


till then..azeila

tatau1

assalamualaikum..bertemu kembali..after finishin 4 assignments..here i am..creatin an entry..listenin to the music..thinkin what to share..naaa..surfing the net is a must okayh! (not for fun but..haha)..ok stop mengarut..ape kaitan intro nih ngn gamba kt sblh..pkir ah senirik..pntla nk cter..lgpon.tade vocab byk ah utk tules ni sume..da x blaja language skrg..oh how i miz da old days..learnin language..writin esei..wahaha adekh ini sy?seingt sy,tym f5 dlu.sy la plg liat utk tules esei bm.english apatah lg..xcye??tny deskmate sy..my dear ida..nseb baek cekgu sy seorang yg baek..miss rohaiziah..waa rindu chegu!!kapan bile kte kn ketemu lg??lg skali tergelincir landasan..adeh..okai2..citer ar..hoho kesian kt hati sy yg rse nk crite tp tgn mls nk type..uiks btolkh??terbalek2..sndiri pkir ayt yg bes..sebnanye.mcm ni.ari tu.adela stu ari tuh.lupe ari ape.sy tgk kt mail box sy kt receptionist ade mail.aih.mail ape.sbb sy xde bli pape kt trademe(slalunye brg trademe je).nk kte surat bank k ape k.xla.sbb parcel.ati tertanye2.aish.xbole jd nih.dlm lif.belek2.from mesia.wat??from mesia??sape lak yg kasik.rabe2 parcel tuh.cam cd.mmg xsaba ah nk koyak bnde tuh.sape ksik nih.xkn adiah besday.wahaha perasan org nk pos jaoh2 adiah besday utk dy.tade mknenye okaih.den.smpi blek.mmg xbuat ape da..tros koyak plastik kaler oren tuh.ye btol itu adelah cd.cd lgu ct n kris.from??lol.sinarfm rupenye.dy attached surat kt ctu.apologize.sbb xdpt anta mkanan frm adabi (sy ade msuk stu peraduan sinar di perantauan..lbh krg cmtu la..) supposedly,diorang pos mkanan.tp sbb fud susa nk tembus msk new zealand terchenta.wat??terchenta??wat da h***..no okayh..sy syg malaysia!!hoho..tu stu ceghita..stu story lg adelah.sy dpt novel n cd gk.cd MYGIRL ok~~ hoho..mcik sy krem via sepupu nik yg dtg cni..thanx nik!!syg nik!!hehe

on dt day.sy sgt excited.sbb??lg mw tny eh..mstila sbb dpt sumtin frm mesia.novel tuh..da lme mengidam nk bce novel melayu..tula..tym dtg dlu xnk angkot khazanah bertimbun tuh dr umah..skrg sape susa..dri sndri jgk..lg stu.sbb dpt cd mygirl.mmg tringin gler nk tgk blk crite tuh..hoho..nseb baek ade mok yg baek ati..sanggup dy blikn cd tuh utk ank buah kesayangan dy yg jao d perantauan neh..thanx mok!

t.a.r.a.p.a.p.a.2

diz 'tarapapa2' entry is juz nothing at all..juz feel lyk wanna say sumtin sempena my fren's besday..so.here i am..thinkin hardly.tryin intently.juz 2 create a simple entry or sumtin lyk notes utk dia

no words can tell

no pictures can describe

no tools can explain

juz a simple pray

may Allah bless u

and all the happiness be urs

hepi besday

-till then..azeila-

p/s:eventho.i tw dia xkn bce blog neh.wahaha =) if u terserempak,kindly drop a comment.so that i know u know..ehehe 25thn lg kot rite..

::ceritera anjeng::

assalamualaikum..gud afternoon..

btemu kembali dalam blog yg xmenarek neh..wahaha..kli nih sy ade stu crite utk dikongsikan..crite yg agk tragik.mendebarkan.n klakar kot..ok sume org bersedia ye..da lme kejadian nih berlaku..stu hari d mggu lps..tp slalu tlupe nk post..so memandangkan ari ni sy teringt,sy akn cterkn..sy xreti nk bcrite..tp sdaya upaya sy citerkn..hehe merapu lg..citernye xlg..

ari tu ari selase..cam biase ar klas ktorang plg awl pon stat kul 12 (i like it u noe)..ari tuh kul 12 tu tutorial maths162..sy da jnji ngn ayin nk g sesame..dlm kul 11lbh sy trn ground floor..tggu dy kt ctu..den ayin pon dtgla dgn smgtnye..bsme shades n ipod yg bru dbli tuh..kk pon ade gk..so ktorang pon jln la sme2..grafton bridge yg bpak panjang tuh pon bjaye drentas..b4 tuh,tbe2 ayin berkepit ngn sy..jln rpt2..pgg tgn..aih knape bdk nih?dlm ati sy btny..wahaha suspen x??owh rupenye dy ltk ipod dy dlm poket beg sy..so kne la jln rpt2..okie..sy trime seadenye..kmi pon jln la berkepit mnuju ke uni..tbe2,dri jaoh sy tnmpak seekor anjeng..cett..ati da stat ketakotan..kki da tketar2..adeh ape malang nseb ari ni neh..da la tuan dy xikat anjeng tuh..i mean dy xpgg tali anjeng tuh..mmgla anjeng tuh jln ngn tuan dy..tp tym tuh jln mmg sempit..aucklanders je tw gimana jln utk pejalan kki kt cni if ade construction in prgress..ngn blockers kaler oren tuh..mmg sempit thp gaban la..adeh..sy da stat cuak..da xpkir pape da..cepat2 trek ayin.pusing blek.tu je otk ak smpat proses mklumat..nk escape je..tp xtw nk mnuju k mne..naa lg stu..kn ipod ayin dlm beg sy..so tbelit2 ktorang kt ctu..mstila tblit2 kal pusingkn kn..so cpt2 btolkn kedudukan..tym tuh plhn yg ktorang ade adalah msk simpang st martin lane tuh (ala jln tpi kubur yg mnuju k waldorf stmartin tuh) or cross da river.eh cross da road daa..den ayin tarek sy utk cross da road..nseb baek tade kete..fuh lege..slmt dr anjeng..tp tbe2..smpi kt tgh2 jln tuh,ayin stop..aih apehal minah nih..nk kne gilis ngn kete k..adeh..owh rupe2nye,shade dy tjatoh..ha sudah..dy nk g slmtkn..tp xbole sbb sy tarek dy..ipod dy dlm beg ak ok..ingt tuh..nk ipod k nk spek?pkir!!dy jerit kt kk yg stil kt seberang jln sbb xlintas lg..ade kete..kk tggu kete tuh..tp kk blurr..xtw ape yg tjadik..adei..parah neh..xkn ktorg nk tcegat kt tgh jln tuh..lg parah kn..so sy trek dy k sberang..ade van mnuju ok?bkn sy xnk dy slmtkn spek dy tuh..sy pon ckp tawakal ah..mntk2 driver tuh nmpk spek tuh..dgn tragiknye,van tuh menggilis ancur speks tuh..oh no!!!!!!sungguh tragik bkn..sy mmg rse bsalah gler ah..nk gnti..nnt i blikan ek ayin..huhu xpe2..sbb anjeng tuh speks ko ancur dgilis van dpn mte kte sume..anjeng tuh dgn bahgienye jln..ceh..xpuas ati ngn anjeng!!

sy mmg xsuke bnatang bblu yg seangkatan dgnnye..anjing.kuceng.sy taw kuceng tuh adalah binatang kesayangan Rasulullah s.a.w..tp i cant help it..nmpk kuceng je,mst tjerit2..nseb baek kt cni xde kucing..tp mslh nye ade anjeng..n nseb baek lg sbb kt cni anjing2 xberkeliaran..sume mst bertuan n tuan dy pgg anjeng tuh ngn tli..ari tuh je terserempak ngn tuan anjeng yg xpgg anjeng dy..ape dy ingt anjeng dy tuh bole menggembirekan sume org k..mengharu birukan idop sy adela..tolong eh sume tuan2 anjeng sekalian..jgn bia anjeng anda di jalanan tnpe tali yg anda pegang! mcmla mat saleh - mat saleh sekalian bce blog nih..n if bce pon,sepatah haram diorang xphm kot..

p/s:rugi xtgkap gmba tym ktorg tgk kabot tuh..da xsempat nk pkir gmba kot..so xde gmba yg bole jdikan evidence utk scene ari tuh..

p/s2:tuan blog nih gembire sbb dy bole create entry pjg kli neh..lalala~~

:: correct me if..::

"Orang yang bijaksana, menulis tentang ilmu, Orang cerdik menulis tentang peristiwa, Orang pandai menulis tentang 'orang lain', Hanya orang bodoh menulis tentang dirinya sendiri"

ermm..scare xsengaje,juz now ive came across da statement above..cam berasap jap..wahaha tp xpe blaja bersabar ye zila..ingtlh org yg plg kuat adalah org yg bole thn kemarahan.u nk jd org kuatkn?so sabar byk2 ok!(triyn to~~)bodohkah sy jke sy tules psl dri sy?hoho kal cmtuh 'kepung'la perasaan masing2 ye kwn2 sekalian..sbb org yg tules psl dri sendri adalah bodoh.anda sume xnk jdik bodoh kn?so do i..hoho..tp bler bce blek statement tersebut..sy bole wat stu kesimpulan..peristiwa tuh bole jd gk psl dri sendiri kn..kn2?so cne tuh..u bodoh kal u tules psl dri u..tp u cerdik kal ape yg u tules tuh adalah stu peristiwa..bak kte kk..apakah??bodoh n cerdik??apakah??opss..sy da mskkn nme kk ('orang lain'),so sy jgk pandai.yey! sy pandai,cerdik n bodoh..apakah??bole dtrime logik akal kh?? n da red-highlighted one..bolekh sy kategorikn sbg ilmu??sbb saya prnh tbce bnde nih kt mne nth (ilang ingatan jap)..sy anggap bnde nih sbg ilmu sbb kate2 nih bermanfaat kpd sy..so sy da jdik bjaksana!yey lg skalik!! sbg conclusion..dlm kebijaksanaan seseorang ade kecerdikan..dalam kecerdikan ade kepandaian n dlm kebijaksanaan,kecerdikan n kepandaian ade kebodohan..nobody is perfect okai! hanya DIA, penguasa sekalian alam yg maha sempurna..

p/s:sebnanye xplan pon nk tules sumtin like that utk entry kli nih..tp nthla...tbe2 rse nk menyuarakan pandangan ble tbce statement tuh.correct me if im wrong ok..huhu

p/s2:kpd pemilik statement tuh (if u terserempak ngn blog i neh)..sori byk2..ur statement bole wat org tersentap rsenye..ckp siang pandang2,ckp mlm _________...skalik xingt daa..isi tmpt kosong tlg ek! =)

[[mission accomplished]]

yey alhamdulillah..antara perkare yg sy da lakukan dengan jayenye iA ari ni ialah

• abes ganti pose..hoho skrg ni stat pose sunat ye cik zila kal nk krus n tampung dosa awk yg byk tuh...huhu iA..
• basoh kasot yg da tertangguh sjak weekend rituh.akhirnye bjye gk dbasoh tepat jam 11.23pm.serabot gler tgk kasot kaler puteh ade corak2 yg xdiingini.addei
• pastuh,stlh da 2 3 ari xmsk..sy n mija akhirnye da msk utk diner td (clap ye rkn2)..hihi nth knape lately dun feel lyk cooking..nth angin mne msk dlm bdn ak yg mken kembng neh..
• col kampong halaman terchenta..mule2 col mak,tp xangkat..pstuh kol mok..bru agkat..rupe2nye diorang klua ari nih..sy kol td,diorang dlm kereta on da way back home..huh jeles2..n mok da bli novel yg sy rse nk bce gler tuh (HANYA DIA TAHU by ALEYA ANEESA)..p/s:mok,nnt btw alg eh cne cter novel tuh..n den pos!haha nnt i blnje u mkn eskem..ekeke
• erm pe lg ye??tade da kot..if ade pon,da xtw da..da xterpikir skrg..skrg ni pkir nk bce al-mulk n sit up (da jdik rutin sjk 2bln yg lalu kot,lupe daa) n den tdo..tdo is da bes afte all..yey!!

til den..luv..ziela

::ku gembira::

assalamualaikum..walaupun jam kt laptop skrg da menunjukkan pkul 0130pg tp tgn nih degil gk nk post entry kt blog..jeles bce mira pny blog citer psl tket!haha jgn mrh mira..ye btol.kmi tlh bli tket blek ke mesia..di ulang lagi skali we olredi bought da ticket 2 go back home..hohoho dlm ati berbunga yang amt sgt~~~wpun tu tket one way tp xpe sbb sy rse da murah gler..sy akn usahakan agr MAS (bajet tokey MAS jerk) akn ofer tket yg lg murah utk kmi sume blek k oklen bln feb nnt..[maksud ayt : akan berusaha usha tket plg murah utk blk k oklen.xkesahla naek tongkang k kayak k utk rentas pasifika island neh] amtlh mengarut..mksd sy,mebi ktorang akn menymbang duet kmi kepada AIRASIA..ermm..ye kmi akn singgah aussie dlu supaya kmi bole minimize da maximize (gune ayt maths162) harge tket..yey!!!dpt pjak kki k aussie..wpun 5mnt dkire mlawat jgk la tuh..haha n ktorang (sy n alia kecik) da berangan utk stay jap kt aussie slme bbrape ari..alang2 da smpi kn..tp ni sume depends kpd situasi n kondisi..kot2 la tym tuh swine flu da merebak gler kt oz k kn..n kot2 la MAS dgr ckp sy utk ofer tket lg murah compare ngn AIRASIA k..erm..hrp2 MAS dgr ckp sy!yey~~ ku gembira (^-^)

ni route pjalanan sy nnt..wahaha bajet btkr gnti transport lak..wpun naek 2flite je..tp xpe..bajet itu pnting..ekeke..kpd sume2 yg termimpi utk jemput sy sile take note ok..wahaha lg skali bajet rmi yg nk jemput..wpun xde kot..

22nd nov 2009-depart:1330 (oklen)-arrive:2030(mesia)

23rd nov 2009-depart:0750(klia)-arrive:0830(kelate)

total:479.50+32.78 nzd = 512.28 nzd

(p/s:nk tules gk hrge sbb murah sgt..thanx to MAS =D)

semoga perjalanan kami nanti berada dalam perlindunganNya..amin...

p/s:kpd sape2 yg terserempak ngn tket murah,tlg bgtw sy ye! hehe thanx...

!!epi tecers day!!

a lil bit addition to my previous entry..how can i forget esk adalah hari guru!aiya..da old me is approaching~~

so di kesempatan ini,i juz wanna wish hepi tecers day utk sume ckgu2 kt mesia especiali yg da byk berjasa mengajar saya hingga saya adalah saya hari ini.di mana saya berada hari ini adalah jasa2 kalian..thanx a lot tecers! tak dilupakan buat my uncles n aunts yg jgk berkhidmat sbg ckgu..cikla.cik ayein.cik iniey.su yah.ayah su..hepi tecers day!

and to all my frens too..hepi tecers day kwn2!kte akn smbut ari ni jgk suatu ari nnt!! cne la agknye kwn2 sy yg agk "matured2" belaka akan jdik ckgu nnt..i cant even imagine dt!! msti bising satu mrsm kal kte ditakdirkan (amatlah imposible) utk mengajar bersame.ngan ayin yg plg 'matured'.mira yg plg 'senyap'. alia yg gelak plg 'perlahan'. farah yg slalu 'blur'.n mcm2 perangai lagi..addei msti pening incik pengetua!! pity on u! tape2..i bole tlg picitkan kepale.xpon tlg sediakan paracetamol.wahaha serius meriah mrsm tuh nnt..uiks..ape yg da saya melalut nih..lagi skali, slamat ari guru kawan2! smoga kte akn jdik gru yg outstanding satu ari nnt..

SELAMAT HARI GURU SEMUA!!!

''saya adalah saya''

saya adalah saya.saya bukan kamu.kamu bukan saya.saya bukan dia.dia bukan saya.kerana saya adalah saya.dan saya bukan kamu atau dia.haha adakah saya telah memanjangkan entry ini.itulah tujuan saya.saya nak satu entry yang panjang.tetapi saya tak tau untuk tules panjang-panjang.so,untuk entry ini saya telah berusaha sedaya upaya untuk tidak menggunakan perkataan pendek-pendek.wahaha nampaknye sudah hampir satu perenggan.erm...saya adalah saya(aiyok start balek daa~~) saya adalah saya.yang punya perasaan.yang tahu rasa sedih.yang ada rasa marah.yang mungkin tahu dan mungkin tak tahu untuk membezakan perkara yang baek dan buruk.saya yang punya kelemahan.seringkali tersilap.acapkali terkhilaf.selalu take things for granted.always let the anger control myself (which is not good okay?)...hmmm...so sekarang..saya nak mintak maaf.kepada semua.saya mintak maaf.jika saya ada terkasar bahasa.tertengking tak tentu hala.termarah tak tentu pasal.dan sebagainya.wahaha macam la ramai sangat bace blog nih.nak mintak2 maaf kat sini lak..takpela eh..hihi maafkan saya ye sume..saya sayang kalian semua..

i am currently addicted to this song..check it out..credit to miss kuuga for encouraging me enough to listen to this..hoho even i know she'l not read this..nk thanx to you gak ga!

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile

so he won't see

That I want and I'm needing

everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about

And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny

That I can't even see anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love,

he's finally got it right,

I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing,

don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?

And there he goes, so perfectly,

The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight,

give him all her love

Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone,

as I turn out the light

I'll put his picture down and maybe

Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart

He's the song in the car I keep singing,

don't know why I do

He's the time taken up,

but there's never enough

And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

i have no reason why im so into this love song.juz feel like listening to this again and again.

::things are complicated::

wat are da things dt so complicated?they got complicated when me,myself make it complicated.if i think it simple,then they will not be complicated..complicated.complicated.complicated.go away from me!hoho..ape yg sy merepek sorang2 neh??nothing..

sy gembire ari ni sbb td sy video col via skype ngn balqish,qaseh,mok n ciksu.huhu miz dem badly.i cant help not to break my tears..b4 ni blagak xnanges.tp td sy tewas.gmbire n suke dpt tgk balqish!excited sgt..i want her 2 b by my side..can sumbody help me 2 bring her here!waa~~qaseh da besa..xsaba nk dukung dy.huhu sy rindu mereka sgt2.mok(my aunt) finished her diploma alredi.n she's gonna back home.huhuhuhu jeles bangat~~ sy nk ade kt umah jgk!

ya Allah ya Tuhanku,tabah dan kuatkan hati hambaMu yg lemah ini

tetap dan kukuhkan iman d hatiku

semoga ak n keluargaku berada dalam limpahan kasih sayangMu

berkatilah kami sekeluarga

jauhi kami dr segala kemungkaran n kemaksiatan

amin ya rabbal a'lamin...

today's mother's day.hepi mothers day to my mum.my grandmum.my aunts.along syg kalian~~

ermm..alhamdulillah..weekend ni sy abeskn mse sy dgn sumtin yg berfaedah."Syahadatul Haq".dats wat i learnt from Us.Salam dr malaysia.kinda interesting.a very big thing dat we, as muslim shud noe."Syahadatul Haq" is not as simple as mengucap dua klimah syahadah.solat 5 waktu.puasa.zakat.n haji.it's more than that.we cant simply say dt we are a gud muslim as long as we do not know wat is "Syahadatul Haq".we cant easily admit dt we are doing enough as a muslim as long as we are not willing to do "Syahadatul Haq".."sYaHaDaTuL HaQ".sumting dat we as a muslim shud aim for!!

05.05.05-05.05.09

ari ni 050509,genap 4thn abah tade.rse cm da lme je.tp sebnanye bru 4thn.dlm mse 4thn tuh,sy da lps spm.da abes IB n da ade kt oklen pn.slalu gk sy tpkir,kal abh ade lg.cne ye?mgkinkh sume ni brubah?mgkinkh dri sy akn sme dgn dri sy ari ni?bkn la sy nk mempersoalkn qada' n qadar tp skdr bfkir n berangan..kalau.kalau n kalau..manusia kn suke gune pkataan kalau.huhu da same goes for me kot.tp pape pn,sy terime sume ni dgn pnh keredhaan.ade hikmah dsbalik sume ni.Allah SWT tau ape yg terbaek utk sume hamba2Nya.tmasuk la sy yg lemah ini.alfatihah utk abah sye...sy syg abh sy.sy rindu dy sgt2.he's one in a million..smpi skrg sy xleh xmembiasekn dri sy sebut abh sy as 'arwah'.sy xnk.sy xmw.sy xboleh!

smlm sy kol mesia.mak sy ckp da lme sy xkol.huhu agk lme kot.xingt la bpe lme.tp smggu lbh je kot.xlbh 2mggu.mcik sy pn ckp cmtu.da lme xdgr kaba ktenye.huhu sdeh2..sume org ingt sye.tmbh2 skrg tgh heboh ade swine flu kt cni.stu kmpg da bsing.cne la agknye kabar ak kt cni.huhuu~~

sy: nk ckp ngn kakak

ndy(mybro):kjp..balqish..kak long ni..

balqish:elo

sy:kakak..

balqish:kak long..kak long kt mne ni?

sy:kak long dok jaoh la..

balqish:kt mne?new zealand ke?~~ngn sket pelat bdk kecik~~

sy:ha'a..kakak..kakak xrndu kak long k?

balqish:balqish rindu kak long

sy:byk k sket?

balqish:byk...

(mode:tros rse nk blek.gler pny nk blek.bdk ni la slh stu sbb sy nk blek mesia sgt2! i miz her so much!she's such my angel 4 me.my soul!)