Friday, May 15, 2009

!!epi tecers day!!

a lil bit addition to my previous entry..how can i forget esk adalah hari guru!aiya..da old me is approaching~~


so di kesempatan ini,i juz wanna wish hepi tecers day utk sume ckgu2 kt mesia especiali yg da byk berjasa mengajar saya hingga saya adalah saya hari ini.di mana saya berada hari ini adalah jasa2 kalian..thanx a lot tecers! tak dilupakan buat my uncles n aunts yg jgk berkhidmat sbg ckgu..cikla.cik ayein.cik iniey.su yah.ayah su..hepi tecers day!


and to all my frens too..hepi tecers day kwn2!kte akn smbut ari ni jgk suatu ari nnt!! cne la agknye kwn2 sy yg agk "matured2" belaka akan jdik ckgu nnt..i cant even imagine dt!! msti bising satu mrsm kal kte ditakdirkan (amatlah imposible) utk mengajar bersame.ngan ayin yg plg 'matured'.mira yg plg 'senyap'. alia yg gelak plg 'perlahan'. farah yg slalu 'blur'.n mcm2 perangai lagi..addei msti pening incik pengetua!! pity on u! tape2..i bole tlg picitkan kepale.xpon tlg sediakan paracetamol.wahaha serius meriah mrsm tuh nnt..uiks..ape yg da saya melalut nih..lagi skali, slamat ari guru kawan2! smoga kte akn jdik gru yg outstanding satu ari nnt..



SELAMAT HARI GURU SEMUA!!!

''saya adalah saya''

saya adalah saya.saya bukan kamu.kamu bukan saya.saya bukan dia.dia bukan saya.kerana saya adalah saya.dan saya bukan kamu atau dia.haha adakah saya telah memanjangkan entry ini.itulah tujuan saya.saya nak satu entry yang panjang.tetapi saya tak tau untuk tules panjang-panjang.so,untuk entry ini saya telah berusaha sedaya upaya untuk tidak menggunakan perkataan pendek-pendek.wahaha nampaknye sudah hampir satu perenggan.erm...saya adalah saya(aiyok start balek daa~~) saya adalah saya.yang punya perasaan.yang tahu rasa sedih.yang ada rasa marah.yang mungkin tahu dan mungkin tak tahu untuk membezakan perkara yang baek dan buruk.saya yang punya kelemahan.seringkali tersilap.acapkali terkhilaf.selalu take things for granted.always let the anger control myself (which is not good okay?)...hmmm...so sekarang..saya nak mintak maaf.kepada semua.saya mintak maaf.jika saya ada terkasar bahasa.tertengking tak tentu hala.termarah tak tentu pasal.dan sebagainya.wahaha macam la ramai sangat bace blog nih.nak mintak2 maaf kat sini lak..takpela eh..hihi maafkan saya ye sume..saya sayang kalian semua..
i am currently addicted to this song..check it out..credit to miss kuuga for encouraging me enough to listen to this..hoho even i know she'l not read this..nk thanx to you gak ga!
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile
so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing
everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love,
he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight,
give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone,
as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
don't know why I do
He's the time taken up,
but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
i have no reason why im so into this love song.juz feel like listening to this again and again.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

::things are complicated::

wat are da things dt so complicated?they got complicated when me,myself make it complicated.if i think it simple,then they will not be complicated..complicated.complicated.complicated.go away from me!hoho..ape yg sy merepek sorang2 neh??nothing..
sy gembire ari ni sbb td sy video col via skype ngn balqish,qaseh,mok n ciksu.huhu miz dem badly.i cant help not to break my tears..b4 ni blagak xnanges.tp td sy tewas.gmbire n suke dpt tgk balqish!excited sgt..i want her 2 b by my side..can sumbody help me 2 bring her here!waa~~qaseh da besa..xsaba nk dukung dy.huhu sy rindu mereka sgt2.mok(my aunt) finished her diploma alredi.n she's gonna back home.huhuhuhu jeles bangat~~ sy nk ade kt umah jgk!
ya Allah ya Tuhanku,tabah dan kuatkan hati hambaMu yg lemah ini
tetap dan kukuhkan iman d hatiku
semoga ak n keluargaku berada dalam limpahan kasih sayangMu
berkatilah kami sekeluarga
jauhi kami dr segala kemungkaran n kemaksiatan
amin ya rabbal a'lamin...
today's mother's day.hepi mothers day to my mum.my grandmum.my aunts.along syg kalian~~
ermm..alhamdulillah..weekend ni sy abeskn mse sy dgn sumtin yg berfaedah."Syahadatul Haq".dats wat i learnt from Us.Salam dr malaysia.kinda interesting.a very big thing dat we, as muslim shud noe."Syahadatul Haq" is not as simple as mengucap dua klimah syahadah.solat 5 waktu.puasa.zakat.n haji.it's more than that.we cant simply say dt we are a gud muslim as long as we do not know wat is "Syahadatul Haq".we cant easily admit dt we are doing enough as a muslim as long as we are not willing to do "Syahadatul Haq".."sYaHaDaTuL HaQ".sumting dat we as a muslim shud aim for!!

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

05.05.05-05.05.09

ari ni 050509,genap 4thn abah tade.rse cm da lme je.tp sebnanye bru 4thn.dlm mse 4thn tuh,sy da lps spm.da abes IB n da ade kt oklen pn.slalu gk sy tpkir,kal abh ade lg.cne ye?mgkinkh sume ni brubah?mgkinkh dri sy akn sme dgn dri sy ari ni?bkn la sy nk mempersoalkn qada' n qadar tp skdr bfkir n berangan..kalau.kalau n kalau..manusia kn suke gune pkataan kalau.huhu da same goes for me kot.tp pape pn,sy terime sume ni dgn pnh keredhaan.ade hikmah dsbalik sume ni.Allah SWT tau ape yg terbaek utk sume hamba2Nya.tmasuk la sy yg lemah ini.alfatihah utk abah sye...sy syg abh sy.sy rindu dy sgt2.he's one in a million..smpi skrg sy xleh xmembiasekn dri sy sebut abh sy as 'arwah'.sy xnk.sy xmw.sy xboleh!

smlm sy kol mesia.mak sy ckp da lme sy xkol.huhu agk lme kot.xingt la bpe lme.tp smggu lbh je kot.xlbh 2mggu.mcik sy pn ckp cmtu.da lme xdgr kaba ktenye.huhu sdeh2..sume org ingt sye.tmbh2 skrg tgh heboh ade swine flu kt cni.stu kmpg da bsing.cne la agknye kabar ak kt cni.huhuu~~

sy: nk ckp ngn kakak
ndy(mybro):kjp..balqish..kak long ni..
balqish:elo
sy:kakak..
balqish:kak long..kak long kt mne ni?
sy:kak long dok jaoh la..
balqish:kt mne?new zealand ke?~~ngn sket pelat bdk kecik~~
sy:ha'a..kakak..kakak xrndu kak long k?
balqish:balqish rindu kak long
sy:byk k sket?
balqish:byk...
(mode:tros rse nk blek.gler pny nk blek.bdk ni la slh stu sbb sy nk blek mesia sgt2! i miz her so much!she's such my angel 4 me.my soul!)
 

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