:: this is not funny ::

please la jangan bagi harapan palsu.aku baru je beria cari tiket kononnya nak balek cuti ni.tapi kecewa je bile tengok2 beriban jugak pricenye.punyala advertise $999 to kuala lumpur.hancur berkecai hati i tau. :(

:: mind ur words ::

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Hey there. Kita selalu cakap "orang lain boleh buat, mestilah kita boleh buat juga","i boleh buat, u pun mesti boleh kan" and blablabla. Well, selagi kita tak mengalami situasi yang sama, selagi tu la kita akan keep on saying all those phrases. Yeah, it's true kita semua sama penciptaannya. Dia yang creates us. Semua orang (normal people) ada cukup lengkap anggota badan, akal untuk berfikir, hati untuk menilai, perasaan untuk lahirkan 'empathy'. So, why cant we do exactly the same as others did? I do not know what the reason is. As for me, yeah kita sama dari segi tu. But then, our 'wants' might be different. u want 'a'. i like 'b'. and they love to have 'z'. Anyway, jangan pening pening. It is nothing. Just a reminder untuk diri sendiri supaya jangan senang senang cakap kat orang lain the red phrases above.
Fuuuhhh, so not me la nak tulis ayat ayat skema ni. I prayed. I pray. and Iwill keep on praying. Pray for the best. Pray for Him to guide us throughout our life. He knows best. He is the only one who can help us. Once He said, 'kunfayakun'. Nothing is impossible.

mode: taktahu

... and now, u're gone.

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

it has been 5 years since i last saw you. but then,you are still alive in my heart, my soul. you are my one and only. forever and always. al-fatihah to my dearly loved abah.

:: for the rest of my life ::

i praise Allah for sending me you my love
you found me home and sail with me
and i'm here with you
now let me let you know
u've opened my heart
i was always thinking that love was wrong
but everything was changed when you came along
and there's a couple words i want to say
for the rest of my life
i'll be with
i'll stay by your side honest and true
to the end of my time
i'll be loving you...loving you
for the rest of my life
through days and nights
i'll thank Allah for open my eyes
now n forever i.. i'll be there for you
i know that deep in my heart
i feel so blessed when i think of you
and i ask Allah to bless all we do
you're my wife and my friend and my strenght
and i pray we're together in jannah
now i find myself
i feel so strong
everything was changed when you came along
and there's a couple words i want to say
for the rest of my life
i'll be with you
i'll stay by your side honest and true
to the end of my time
i'll be loving you...loving you
for the rest of my life
through days and nights
i'll thank Allah for open my eyes
now and forever i.. i'll be there for you
i know that deep in my heart
now that u're here
in front of me
i strongly feel love
and i have no doubt
and i'm singing loud that i'll love you eternally
for the rest of my life
i'll be with
i'll stay by your side honest and true
to the end of my time
i'll be loving you...loving you
for the rest of my life
through days and nights
i'll thank Allah for open my eyes
now and forever i.. i'll be there for you
i know that deep in my heart...

for the rest of my life by Maher Zaen