Thursday, March 25, 2010

:: entah ::

assalamualaikum wbt =)
emm.emm. i have no idea actually. i do not know what to write.what to share. im kinda reserved so that i taktahu lah nak tules ape.tapi rase nak tules ja. macam seronok bila browse my friends' blogs.they are great. their thoughts are superb. boleh share everything. sampaikan cerita yang tak menarik pun jadi menarik sebab gaya penceritaan yang very nice. emmm.emm well. sometimes i do think that how come they can express their emotions tanpa rasa bersalah.tanpa rasa segan.tanpa rasa malu. as for me, i memang jarang lah share ape yang i rasa sebab i takut. im afraid that one fine day, they will use those things to go against me.to humiliate me.etc. call me pessimist. yes i am. ok daa :p

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

:: decision making ::

assalamualaikum... =)
situation 1
mengharungi exam.pack barang.oo oo oo balek kampung.goyang kaki kat rumah for almost 3months++.doing nothing but kacau balqish and qaseh.emmm..ok.let me set a goal.err..refresh driving skill! kuatkan hati.beranikan diri untuk memandu.ok bye.

but but and but.duet tiket.err..1k++ nzd?? iA ade.and bile reconsider tempoh keberadaan di kampung adalah 3months.rasenye memang berbaloi dengan harga tiket.

situation 2
balek just for 1 month.coming back to where i should be and doing summer school.sangat terseksa if terpaksa opt this situation.lagipun,ade orang nasihatkan.kalau nak balek untuk 1 month only.baek takpayah balek.seksa diri namenye.saya pun rasa betul jugak apa yang diorang cakap tu.dalam masa sebulan, apa je lah yang sempat di buat.plus, tak berbaloi kot beli tiket kalai nak balek just for 1 month.well, i am very confident that i would not vote for this option.but, anything can happen.let say saya terkandas dalam mane-mane subjek this year.saya memang kena buat summer school.so, good bye malaysia!

situation 3
stay kat auckland which means i am not going back.omg.memang saya takleh nak imagine ape yang akan berlaku.im afraid that saya tak cukup kuat untuk bertahan for another one year.tambah tambah.next year punya subjects are quite tough.what if tiba tiba saya rasa nak balik sangat sangat.and to make it worst,time tu pembelajaran tengah rancak bersalsa.nak tak nak.i have to pat my back saying well done.what a good decision u have made last summer.

CONCLUSION
well.mesti ada orang cakap yang sekarang baru bulan 3.chill la beb.dah fikir pasal balek dah die.eh mestilah dah kena fikir.karang bile ade sale ticket yang murah, kite tak tahu lagi nak balek ke tak.naye je ok.anyway. i know.Dia punya perancangan lagi hebat.He knows best.memanglah i am very excited nak balek tapi kalau Dia punya perancangan says that im gonna stay kt auckland.redha lah.sesungguhnya.redha itu indah.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

:: fuhhh ::

assalamualaikum wbt... =)
fuh..berzaman berkurun aku xupdate blog ini..tapi takpe..takde orang nak marah..takde orang perasan pun kot..
anyway..just a quick update.. i am now bergelumang balek dengan buku buku..erk?? so not me..well..katenye student kan..tapi agak bersusah payah jugak lah untuk reformat otak after having a long long holiday.. sekarang ni..life is quite good.. living in such a 'great' apartment definitely better than being alone in a small room.. i am loving it! bangun pagi dah jadi satu rutin sebab kelas memang everyday start pukul 8am! oh my God..pukul 8 ok! but.still.it is good for me! wow! =)
okay.. bubye..berjumpa di next entry kalau ade keinginan untuk memblog..
 

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