Sunday, October 31, 2010

dear friend

errr. what should I write?
dear friend (u know who u are),
forgive me for my mistakesss
forgive me for the words u cant take
forgive me for my actions that hurt u
I am just me. Mistakesss are my expertise.
love u fillah insyaAllah...

Saturday, October 23, 2010

hi you!

mungkin ini agak cliche. but never mind. hahah (copyright reserved kahkah)

Love letter to the one.only future husband

Dearest my unknown future husband. (Im gonna call you sayang instead of ‘abang’, maybe I’ll call you ‘abang’ when we get married very soon (mungkin je tau, I tak janji) :))

Whoever you are, I am sure that you are the best chosen by Him for me. I believe that we are meant to be together.You are imperfect, so do I. Yela kan, nobody is perfect. But however, I really want to point out some important things on my expectations after kite jadi husband and wife. wuwu

First of all...which is yang teramat penting... Im expecting you to be a husband yang semestinya boleh bimbing I ke jalan islam yg sempurna. I tahu, I bukannnya bagus sangat kalau nak dapat husband cam ustaz kan. Tapi memandangkan I tak alim la, I need someone yang capable untuk bantu I masuk syurga. At least kan, tak nak la you jenis yg tinggal-tinggal solat ni..please la! 5 kali sehari je kot. Huhu. I hope you bukanlah someone yang bila waktu subuh. I pulak kena tarik pergi toilet ambek wudhuk. Tapi tapi tapi.. I akan support you untuk jadi suami soleh tau sayang. No worries. No worries. Walaupun zaman bujang, you maybe sangat ‘jahil’ tapi I hope bila kita kawen you boleh la nak berubah. Tak rugi kan kalau kita change for good? I don’t mind kalau you tak boleh nak berubah dengan drastic tapi at least we could help each other to improve ourselves kan. Kalau boleh, I nk you jd imam I :). Takkan la mase belajar, I solat jemaah dengan my housemates tapi bila kawen dengan you, I kena solat sendiri sendiri pulak. Nanti bolehla kita doa sama-sama for our happiness. Tak ke best macam tu? You imam, I makmum. You doa, I ‘aminkan’. Lepas tu salam salam.

Secondly, Im looking forward for a romantic husband. Tapi tapi tapi, takdela romantic terlebeh. Geli kot. I ni bukan nya perempuan gedik gedik macam kawan kawan u tu hahaha. Tapi seronok jugak if you ni seorang husband yang bangun pagi pagi, letak rose tepi katil…ahah. ok that’s impossible. Forget it. Dalam novel je kot wujud lelaki camtu! Haha what I mean is that please feel free to show your love towards me. By sending a text message saying ‘ily n imy’ pun dah make me excited! Takkan kot mase you bercinta bagai ape dengan girlfriendsss you dulu, you boleh je tiap detik, tiap ketika cakap rindu sayang sume tapi dengan I, isteri you yang sah ni you tak reti pulak. Oh oh.. tak payah message. Kalau you call me using sweet names like’honey’,’sayang’.’dear’ pun I dah appreciate. You ingat I tak jeles ke dulu you panggil girlfriendssss you syok2 sweet2 je name..huhu tapi kan you, kalau lah you boleh nyanyikan I lagu Maher Zain tu.ala 'Fort the rest of my life' tuu. oh bertuahnya I.

I realized, lelaki kalau ditanya nak anak berapa ramai, mesti cakap nak anak sepasukan futsal. banyak cantek you, sayang oi! Ingat I kilang! Ahha..tapi I tahu tu sume rezeki Allah swt. I don’t mind. Tapi, kalau nak anak ramai pandai pandaila jalankan tugas you sebagai seorang ayah and suami ok. Please la jadi bapa yang penyayang. Bantu I didik anak anak kita. I hope you bukan la husband yg balik kerja, campak baju beg sume pastu terbongkang atas sofa. Anak merengek sume buat tak tau je. I pulak balek keje terkejar kejar masak, basuh baju, urus anak. Help me please. Bukan you je yang penat. I pun penat jugak. Hope you are a responsible husband and father.

Ok la sayang, this does not even finish yet. Kalau la I tules banyak banyak lagi, habesla I jadi andartu. Tade sape sudi jadi husband I. Haha. But after all, biasa la nikah kawen ni bukan perkare maen maen kan sayang, mestila I banyak expectations kat suami dunia akhirat I. You pun mesti laaaagiiii banyak harapansss kat I kn? Hehe.. I’ll try to be your superb, solehah wife! Cepat cepat la you pinang I ok!

P/S (bold kaler merah): please la you jangan gedik gedik sangat sekarang ni. You nak ke I gedik gedik dengan orang laen selain you? Tak nak kan? Bukannya I nak halang you kawan dengan perempuan laen TAPI TAPI pandai pandai la jaga pergaulan you tu. Kita nak jadi suami and isteri yang soleh and solehah kan? Why don’t we start from now? Eh bukan la maksud I, kita kawen sekarang tapi start la dari sekarang memantapkan diri. Jadi seorang individu yang dirahmati Allah swt sebelum jadi seorang suami yang boleh bimbing I ke jalanNya. InsyaAllah.

Lots of love..

Your dearly-loved-wife-to-be


Sunday, October 17, 2010

ampunanMu

i did it once. i did it twice. i did it again and again. and i keep doing it. but yet, He's still by my side.
ya Allah, sungguh luas pengampunanMu. jangan engkau letakkan dunia di hatiku ya Allah. letakkan akhirat di hatiku dan dunia di tanganku. jangan engkau biarkan aku hanyut dengan cinta fana dunia. jangan engkau biarkan aku alpa dengan indahnya kesenangan dunia. jangan engkau biarkan aku leka dengan bisikan syaitan.
Ya Allah, peliharalah kedua ibu bapaku, ahli keluargaku, guru guruku, dan sahabat sahabatku. ampuni kami. rahmati kami. berkati kami. sesungguhnya, Engkau maha pemaaf lagi maha mulia. engkau menyukai kemaafan, maka maafkanlah kami.

Friday, October 15, 2010

mungkin ini yang terbaek

I love the new look of azeilaish.com. Everything seems fine except for the posts layout. I dont have any idea why it repeats itself (err kenape ye? die ulang balek post kt atas). I did try to figure out by analyzing the code but huh, i ended up having a headache! I didnt even know what the codes are for. To make it worst, I didnt even download the full code of my previous template. For the time being, i HAVE TO satisfy with this one until I-dont-know-when. aaaaaaaaaaa stresssssss!

special tribute

hi awak!
hepi befday awak!
may u be showered with His blessing.
may all the happiness be yours.

err..ape lagi ye? :D
p/s: knowing u is among the best thing happened in my life. Alhamdulillah. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AINA!

Thursday, October 7, 2010

confession

i miss my abah.
i miss my mum.
i miss my bro.
i miss themss.
i miss my darlingss.
i miss u.
40 days left.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

deactivate and reactivate

hey. believe it. i am now trying hard not to browse thru the fb. phew. i dont have any specific reason why i did this (mungkin ade, tapi leave it untold). escapism mungkin? tak tengok fb, aku update blog. tak update blog,aku tweet tweet kat twitter. heh. please la belaja.
fyi, senang ah ade application ni kat ipod. before tidur pun boleh update blog. apps ni free je. name pun free, so die offer basics things je la. text blogging je. no pic attachment. apatah lagi video n link.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

wow

wow. i never know this small gadget can give me many big surprises. *sigh*
mule2 tweetdeck, pastu maths apps yg boleh plot graph segale. then, this apps yang membolehkan blogger update blog. wow wow. i sungguh jakun. baru nak explore sume jenis apps. what is next? just wait n see okeh? :)
 

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