Wednesday, April 20, 2011

150 juta kali

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
(aku harap aku berjaya tidak memasukkan entry ni ke dalam draft)
Dari hari ke hari, makin menjadi jadi orang cakap pasal kawen. Its like the hottest topic in town adalah kawen. Walaupun life is getting hectic nowadays, topic ni semacam tak boleh ditinggalkan. Mungkin sebab ini adalah tahun akhir pengajian. and our friends are getting engaged /married one by one. Hey this situation does make me a lil bit 'cemas' u know! hahaha. lame! Semacho macam mane pun, mesti laa gelabah tau bila semua (exeggerate je. not all) orang dah nak kawen! hahaha. To make it worst, my mum pun dah start tanya dah. omg! omg! lagila gelabah. Plus, my youngest aunt (23years old) pun seakan sudah ternampak cahaya untuk mengakhiri zaman single mingle. Lagi lagi laa gelabah. hahaha.

Masa zaman tak-berapa-nak-fikir-panjang dulu, konon berlagak beria cakap taknak kawen blablabla. Now, I chew my own words :P Everything happens for a reason. I pray for ur happiness =). Well, its all about time kan. And along with that, its all about Him. He, who knows what is the best for us. He, who already planned something great for us. Mungkin bukan sekarang, mungkin bukan in two years time, dan mungkin jugak bukan di dunia tapi 'di sana'. The least we could do is doing our best. Pray hard. Prepare for the worst. Hope for the best. Yeah, I know its easier said than done. Then, we should pray harder and harder. Semoga kesabaran itu sentiasa bersama kita insyaAllah.

Ok. Berbalik kepada my lil bit 'cemas' feeling di atas. haha. When those feeling lingers on me, I keep reminding myself. Believe in Him. He knows best. Cool cool. Pray harder! kelakar? haha. Inilah sebuah perasaan seorang perempuan normal I guess. I know its gonna be even harder once my career begins. Parent starts bertanya tanya. The relatives keep talking? oh my!! adrenaline rush!! but I believe, when the going gets tough, the tough definitely gets going as the time passes by. Come hell or high water. kita bolos saja. yeah!




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